A change?

I stayed up late yesterday and watched History of the other side - Versailles
They are so silly and cute and I love them. <3

I need a change >__< and fast! I'm considering getting more strict with my diet (stupid delicious fruit (;´д｀)

But I'm getting more serious with my cosplay and it motivates me to keep fighting and not to give up! ♪(´θ ｀ )ノ

Order update

Finally my package from closet child is sent! (I have had BIG problem around the payment.. took 2 weeks but now it's on it's way!) (´∀｀)
And my package has been sent from cdjapan as well ∬゜З゜∬
But it's only half the order (not included: versailles album) It was 2 separate orders but I had hoped they would smash it together for me :P
Dunno where the think pink package is trough.. (>_<)


We cleaned out the hallway yesterday! You go snow-blind when you are there now :P Six boxes is storage away and we manage to throw away a lot to!
Today I have to clean the "store-room(?)" So we can put the rest of the boxes there with all our stuff under the display of our apartment next monday.. (and believe me, we have A LOT of stuff >__< *panic*)

soo.. got to run ε=┏( ・_・)┛

BJD stuff etc.

A small update~
Got 2 out of 3 dolliepackages, they really works wonder to get when you feel down ＼(・ω・)／ Since I still feel down for reasons I really don't know （￣□￣；）
I still got 1 package to go so hopefully I'll fell a lot better when it gets here! It contains 3 cans of MSC so I can finally give my CH dolls face-ups! <3
And I'm waiting for 2 other packages as well ^^" I bought a lot of stuff this month （￣～￣;）・・・

I manage to install a english lexicon on firefox so from now on there'll be less errors in my english ^^" (hopefully)

Versailles in paris

This is a pretty late topic ^^" But maybe better late then never? ;)
Me and veran were to paris this summer to se versailles! (I had already seen them in london with gina, tess, malin, carin and bella)
The day before the consert the band had a Signing dedication at the Baby The Stars Shine Bright store, and thanks to the french versailles forum I found out about this and we manage to get invitations for it! <3


Kamijo~~ <3


Well.. This is how I looked like v__v crappy picture..
I made this corset for this exakt moment <3 And I have embroidered the butterfly myself, took about 70-80 Hours.. Hizaki loved it! So it was totaly worth it!

I had the same outfit at the consert, but a red rose in my hair instead of the crown. (witch is from supurate system btw) And I had my kamijo-perfume necklace on~
The consert was awsome! I had a red rose and Kamijo took it under the intro of PRINCE (he did the wery same at the london consert <3) They played Silent Knight And I realy did not expect that so it made me wery happy <3

weird headline~~

I'm considering geting an ameba-blog... Dunno why.. I want a new blog D;
For "professional" use... Like a blog for what I create..

and I was thinking.. maybe I will update more often if I just dont feel that I should write so much!
maybe maybe we'll se~~

And Ameba has dhose cute japanese smilys XD it's mostly bacause of that that I want one :P

Takuya Angel uppdates

I just notised that Takuya Angel's webbsite has been uppdated~~
in stock is uppdated and there are new iteams!










I just LOVE the Frisode-Bustier *o* unfortunately there are no measurements ;__; just "size free"

Nytt & gammalt

News: waiting for 3 packages from Takuya Angel (too bad he never give me my tracking nr, even though he got my payment a week ago...) I told him I wanted the legwarmes as soon as posible and they're in stock... I don't get it... I have paied shiping twise because of this ( Lucky pach isn't sent untill 3:d of jan...) v____v *sigh*

I really need to get paypal soon as well... Hopfully lisa can help me understand how it works soon. I want to order stuff from SUPARATE SYSTEM, Ryonai nailring *___*

Also waiting for Versailles Jubilee *___* release 20:th jan

Nu har jag gått på LCHF i 2 veckor, det känns konstigt... Jag vill köra fakir, men det kommer jag inte få XD (man äter då bara: kött, fett och ev ägg.. heh) vill köra UFO - UnderFemgramOmdagen, men det känns ganska för extremt för min familj med ^^"
Men jag får köra på det jag gör nu; kött(nöt, gris, fågel, skaldjur, fisk), fett(ister, smör, kokos, rapsolja, olivolja), ägg, röd mjölk och grädde, nötter (hasselnötter och paranötter), blomkol och broccoli och avokado...

det är typ det enda jag äter nuförtiden, i stora drag :O

jag har iaf gått ner över 5 midjecm på den här tiden iaf, även om jag inte kör så strikt, och det känns ju bra iaf ^^

De posetiva skillnader jag märkt är: Jag är inte sugen på sött alls längre, Är i överlag piggare, håller mig mätt längre, behöver inte äta lika mycket som förut, har lättare att somna på kvällarna.

Negativa skillnader: Blir lätt jävligt trött om jag inte går och lägger mig i tid på kvällen (iaf kanske detta egentligen är bra XD) dock har jag börjat få blodtrucksfall ipc varje gång jag reser mig sen igår... vet dock inte vad detta beror på (jag brukar få detta ibland, men nu är det löjligt ofta..) och jag har börjat få ganska ont i magen a lá mensverk ibland, men jag kanske fortfarande är kvar i avvänjningsfasen så det kanske går över :S (första veckan hade jag en skum känsla i magen helatiden + mådde konstant illa)

nog om det nu!

Jag borde verkligen försöka skriva här oftare... spec. angående skolan, blev så inspererad av payans blogg... men jag får aldrig till det ^^"
vill nån veta mer om vad vi i modeskolan gör på dagarna hänvisar jag till hennes blogg http://mittlivpamodeskolan.blogg.se/ :)

nu ska jag städa mitt rum, försöka göra lite kläder till jérémie, laga mat, göra lite julkort samt städa lite hos fiskarna :)

Mamma stack nyss på pysselkväll+ spelning med sitt band. ^^ så jag är ensam hemma med katterna ett tag, hade varit nice att följa med, men det är kalt ute (dock inte lika kallt som igår -11 grader @__@) och jag har så mkt annat o göra.. så så blev det inte.

over and out~~

Jag kan inte lägga upp youtube-videor :< blääääää~

Jag får länka istället..

Taiji - Dear friend (for hide)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dv5XmxmaznI&feature=channel_page

BEAUTIFUL <3

I won't be home this weekend ;o; But I'm still going to tribute hide <3
I sugjest you to do it as well :3 DON'T FORGET HIM ;__;

I will drink Pink LemonED, watch my vhs and dvd:s and light a candle to him ^^


Dear my sun.
Should I know how low & low?
Dear my moon.
Should I know how low & low?
Dear my stars
Compared to the sorrows of the stars
Like a wind
It's only a small thing

Sadness opens up its arms
And embraces your shoulders
Gently, it entwines itself to you
It's a flame of sadness

Dear my mind
Even to the saddest of tragedies
I want to be able to
Say hello.
Dear my hurts
Let's throw away
Like a wind
All the heavy load that you've always been carrying

The blue light of the laughing moon
gently sutures your wounds
It's a flame of sadness
Embracing even the sorrows that fall on you
Life is going on
Just keep on walking till you wither
It's a flame of sadness

Dear my sun.
Should I know how low & low?
Dear my moon.
Should I know how low & low?
Dear my stars
Compared to the sorrows of the stars
Like a wind
It's only a small thing

When you've finished counting all the shooting stars
Stop crying and start walking

Flame of misery
Talking on all the love, the hate
It's aflame of sadness
Break them all in your arms
Pieces of sadness
Let's go when it stops raining
Life is going on
Just keep on walking till you wither

Stay free my misery

... my misery

Rubrik

Jag vill kunna lägga upp videor från youtube här D:

It feels like the spring is here to stay now ^^ *happi fish*
Yesterday I felt so frustrated.. I just needed to start reading again.. so I found a book I got from my mom around 2 years ago.. and started to read it. ^^
The historian (historikern) is the name on the book.

blaah.. engelska v__v
Veran! boken är bra :D har kommit 4 kap och är totalt fast <3 LÄS! :D Drakula~
du kan få låna den sen om du vill ^^

lalalalala I'm off to the book now ^___~ bye

"Remember, remember, the 5:th of november."

It's way past bedtime now but I feel I have to write here before xP otherwise it'll be lika last time i come off my writing, and then you'll not hear from me in the coming 6 mounths or somthing like that.. I watched V for Vendeta today (and Veran, I didn't turn on my computer untill when I wrote to you on msn ^^"") and I just ended my daily dose of batman xD

The little one is so cute 8< you just want to... I don't know.. unfourtenatly he tried to bite of one of my fingers today xP but i had been giving him candy before so I supose my hands smelled yummy~

My parents is a bit... overreakting I think.. they brought a new uuh.. (klätterställningssak? O.o) that reach up to the roof, it's BIG! ^^
Pepsi don't like the new one... oh well.. I hope he will.. soon..

oh, and the little ones name is Fitz/s Patrik.. at least on his pedigree :P

Now I want to sleep.. sucky english I know v____v xP

new cat! :D

I have been in the kitchen all day long, and I made a cake, a fruitcake ^^
It's a birthdaycake to my mother. (who we celebrate today again, but with the whole family instead of just her and me) then in the midle of everything she had called a catbreeder and then we were suposed to visit him in an hour to look at a cat she wanted to buy, a Bengalese (fan heter de verkligen så? .__. bengal)
soo... we'll have a new cat here in the end of next week :D

Jag pallar inte rätta o ska kolla på tv så min engelska får suga som fan denna gången :P

movies and ice cream

So.. jojjo came by yesterday ^^ (night) and we watched 2 movies (well I did.. she fall asleep in the midle of the second movie ^^"")
now she's working again and I'm about to start all the preperation to moms dinner tonight :) parfait, sorbet to desert and lamb and potato wedges ^^

moooran~~~

I just love moran... (not that people who know me don't know that haha)
Party monster just make me wanna danse <3

I watched the dark knight again today :3 I never get tired of it MOHAHAHA~
yesternight I watched the oscarsgala untill around 5 am ^___^
My moms birthday is coming up and I don't know what to give her! ;___;
And I don't have any money... it sucks big time really... and there's a few things I just have to buy T______T
baach~ v____v

buuut... I need to continue to draw on my sketch now... and try to reach tobbe..

bye bye~~~

kuu?

Pepsi ligger precis i mitten på min säng ;< var ska jag sova nu? D:

Anyway.. Veran was here today (yey ^__^) and we (did a lot of things) watched "The descent" togeather, I had seen it before but it's still a good movie :D harsh~ creapy things in the darkness will eat you~

And I talked to SaDo today! ^o^ "happi" And tomorrow I will start writing her a letter.
Now I don't know more to write and I'm tierd and want to sleep.. I'll just have to move the cat first.

Bye bye~

SJX fashion show~

I e-mailed Rebecca (Jayvee) about the fashion show today. ^__^
A received a positive awnser a while ago *happi fish* <3
Tomorrow I'll start with the outline so I can send it in to get a final awnser :D

dunno..

Now I'll try my best to start writing here again...

It's late I know.. and I don't know why I'm still awake.. I have been watching The dark knight (again) today. :3
And I have been reading a very good hentaimanga.. and that's kinda weard because.. I have read 4 volumes by now (looooong chapters also) and still no sex. It's a bit.. od (sice it's a hentai..) but the storyline is good and I like the drawing so ^__^ I'll read the remaning two volumes tomorow ^__^

what have I done more today? hmm.. nothing.. really.. I woked up around..12 .__. tried to do stuff I need to do but I felt so dizzy and such.. then I wached tv from 2 to 5... feeling so sick and like I was going to throw up any minute..
ah well.. I'm feeling beter now so ^__^ unfortenetly bouth my mother and my brother feel sick too :x

dun dun... I have to sleep now. take care now, bye bye then~ ;>

New wig ^^

JAG ÄR DÅLIG PÅ ATT SKRIVA JAG VET!! :<
At least I try...
Today I went out for like.. a week .___. anyway.. I went to centralen to meet Dot ^___^
It was very nice, I have brought a wig from her... or.. I have it here, but she insisted that I should have the wig for a while and try it on etc. and then deside if I want to buy it or not.. I tried it on and I will buy it ^___^ It's 1 m long and bright pink :3 (it's to a cosplay of hide, rusty nail pv)

uuum... that's everything for now I think..

...

Oh my... I havn't been writing here fo a long time...
Sorry ^^"""

Akihabara

Today we went to akihabara to look what several cameras cost for my dad. We did also found a cdstore... and ofcourse we found more cds we wanted xD
I brought Zilch 321, Hide your face and a live dvd with personz!
After that we went to Harajuku and I found a t-shirt with hide on it! for less then 3000 yen! they had many Cosplaycostumes with the gazette for less then 10 000 yen (maybe thets why so many japanese cosplay them in Harajuku?)
Jojjo have brought LOTS of new clothes xD

When we tried to get home we did not find our JR train so we had to take the subway (and pay) wich we did not find at first...
Now we are home at our hotell and want to sleep!
going back to harajuku tomorow (because we run ut of money today xD)

Changing hotel in Tokyo

And it took almous al day, I hate my bag It hurts in my back... we saw a Beostare in a cage on our way to our new hotell. After quite some time we manage to find our hotell... and straight after a waked into my room I fall asleap (the same for jojjo) and we did not wake up untill 12 the day after... We manage to sleep for around 18 houres o.O so it was a short day xD